Big Post

Long time no write.

To be honest, I don't know what to write. I'll just keep things straight and short. I don't even feel like writing anything, since nothing special happened. Day after day, life turns grey. But I think it's because of Łódź's specific greyish atmosphere. Anyway, to the points:
- January is a blank page in my memory. Seriously, I don't remember anything.
- While in February I got short one-week homecoming, my health went down like one crazy fucker. Physically and Psychically at really miserable form. Feeling redundant, I've shut my mouth for a month to most of people.
- Beginning of March - Been to Conference at Kraków, SFI.
- In the middle of March I managed to bounce from the bottom. Still, not even the midway of the destination, but is better than before, heading forward. My deviantArt gets cobwebs at corners.
- Now, still some minor health problems, like coughing, or small fever from time to time. Nothing big, though pretty annoying at times. Working on things with better pace.
- Drawing Xigbar every god damn time I feel bad.
From thing called creativity; welp, I drew something from time to time, but no fireworks. Started to play with limited colour palette, finding it pretty relaxing making my mind wander off.  Still, my style is crappy, as you'll see later.

Did I mention that I today, I go home?
I don't mind another broken night. Bus at  7 am. Finally homecoming.
I'm glad that I have the scanner at home, so on days, there will be post with "Oh so interesting lectures" drawings. And perhaps another change in outlook of PB. In meaning of background, and new favicon.

That's all.
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Sea of moutains

 This is the first picture from Limited Colour Pallete (LCP, how I call it). The purpose was to chill out, let the mind take me somewhere. At first I landed at Mountains, but it continued to grow, and in the end it became a Sea. Sea of Mountains. Just imagine how the rock-mass if waving with its green meadows.
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Orange Xigbar

(Called Orange Motherfucker originally). This is the third attempt at LPC. Failed with anatomy, looks like duck. Though colours give the warm, comfortable feeling of late evening at lake. Watch out for mosquitoes, Xigbar.
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Drowing

4th LPC work. Here I went more frenzy, making the rule of cel-shading more flexible. Welp, now I know that drawing drowning people is not my best thing. And Braig? Well, in though he was supposed to drown into darkness, all alone, without nothing. Yanno, metaphors. Also: Drawing naked man underwater is easier than one with clothes. Really.
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Midnight Smoker

Aaand another one from series with even lazier colouring. For hands I looked at some photos, yet still they look like they were made of shit. Especially left one. About picture- Thought of situation, that Braig would often have some nightmares about how he lost his eye, feeling the pain. He would woke up, all sweated and nervously try to calm himself by getting some smoke. Last match- "Don't you fucking put out".
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Xigbar is giving bad example

The hell, I don't like cigarettes, yet I draw him smoking. The fuck is with me.
Also, how to destroy picture:

Simply put some colour on it. Sketch looks better in my opinion, his face doesn't look so round.
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Krew z szafy

"Blood from Wardrobe" is actual song by Strachy na Lachy (which you can listen to here). Eclipse was supposed to sit on Wardrobe, yet I didn't draw her. Piła Tango.
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Herr Mutt

This cat gave me 5 from Animation, subject from previous semester.  He danced in room from mirrors. Originaly I wanted to make him dance with knife, but I thought that our exerciser would take it as a threat. Pity that to render simple frame, my Asser needed circa 4 minutes.
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Fogus  the Fog Eater.

Nuff said. The 2nd one was to show friend how I colour things. A quick tutorial.
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Restored from dead-files

That was kind of surprise when I tried to open FullMoon,swf once again. The one that was corrupted, remember? Flash 5 CS managed to open it in untouched state. Old design, still happy to see it working.
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Ballantine's Day

Ah, at times, when I wanted to make a post at 14th of February, to "celebrate" it with a pun. Brainwashed damn drinking cat.
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E's Dress

Actually, dress that I saw in my dream. Even quite likeable, though I hate dresses with all my heart.
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So Deep

Like those deep-fried chips.
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Oh, it's you.

Don't mind me, I'm just making some integrals before going to sleep.
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They say, It must be the darkness.

Somehow meme with Master Erqus reminds me the guy who told about Aliens. See the resemblance? Used to response at friend's journal.
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Munch

The Last Gabbit. I remember I always hated that guy because of his outlook, but now I like him. I guess, for some things we need to grow up. Munch and his Fuzzle friends from Munch's Oddysee, by Oddworld Inhabitants.
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Wind in my scarf

Originally tiled "Braigyny". Don't think why, or whether it has any sense. Braig gonna Braig. Ha, fail.


Bonus Bonanza:

 Wip of avatar. The funny thing is, that I'm making frames in Sai.

Another animation can be found here. Apple Guy, chewing some shit out of Macintosh.
Welp, put via link since >that famous Polish word. Just in case. (I don't mind swearing in English, it doesn't sound so harsh like Polish swearing.)

That's all. Not much for such long time of absence. Usually I'd produce more. But- I had really hard time, thanks to myself.

Conclusions: being self-destructive person, I achieved mass destruction of everything making things loop in Up-Down system (Sinus function look alike) with tendency to ace things down instead to bounce.

I feel really bad about people who care about me. Change is necessary, but it goes really slow.

But also, on the other hand:

When you do something good - no one remembers.

When you happen to do something bad   - no one forgets.
Doesn't matter how hard you try.
Sad, but true. I'm trying my best, but I fail so beautifully. I'm like that thorn in hand.


I'm sorry.


~E84