Hello fellow mates, how have you been?
Holidays are soon. Only Tuesday and Wednesday left with some good notes to catch, and I'll be free like bird... Till September. Oh yes, September Campaign with ADA and Basics of Computer Graphics (read: geometry and theory). I'm such failure, I could prepare better. Oh well, can happen.
Besides Uni things, I'm finishing my short homecoming. On Monday I go back to Łódź, to get again at home on Saturday of 2nd July. Finally some free time to catch breath before next ride on Uni. Holiday plans? Well, look pretty good~ I plan something on August, and I think it'll work out. /Unless everything will stand against me/
This homecoming was a pretty adventure itself. I had to wait about 1,5 H for a train (Before I knew that power went down on main station in Warszawa. Lol.)... Then, when we all got into train, our ticket controller said that 6 km of railway was stolen, so people who are going to Wrocław (yay, that's me!) will have their way around 60-90 minutes longer. How wonderful. But- in spite of such bad things that had occurred I had a nice company while getting to my destination. I'm a person, who believes that nothing happens without a reason. I've met too nice people. Most likely I won't see them again in my life, but they made me... like more enjoying the while.
Yeah. I can find a little pieces of happiness in small things. Like kid, lol.
Same with coming back to Łódź. From 16:00 to 22:20. Thank you, PKP, I love you sooooo much.
Nothing special happened though these days. Didn't meet with friends, nor went somewhere. Spent it all long with parents and integrals.
From other things... I'm in love. Kinda missed that feeling. Though it's again the same as it was before. It goes only in one way... But what can I do about it? Nothing. I can only keep on loving... As I read long time ago, "True love begins when nothing is looked for in return" I think it said Antoine de Saint-Exupéry. Remember the post "Taste of cappuccino"? Now I see one thing. The coffee I'm drinking, is coffee ordered by one person for -one- person.But... I can share it. Or start going out with girls
In general, it makes me feel like in delirium. I'm out of self control, I'm waiting for something that doesn't have chance to happen. But I don't regret it. An old Friend once told me that "You'll see. It'll finally go away."
I dunno how long I have to wait, because it keeps me like in vacuum flask. (since his words passed 2 years).
AAAaaaah I'm talking like mad person. Someone stop me.
Anyway, that's all. For now.
Main course is coming right now:
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Huciel sketches
A doodles of my dragon, Huciel/Huziel. Well, keeps on changing. Lol.
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Fluffy
Come on~ Give Harsha a hug!
(and then hope to still have your face on it's place.)
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Snake Goddess- Vaanga
Well. I should write here her story... But I don't feel like it. Later. When I'll have holidays.
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"Cedrzyk"
Is the way how lil' E calls Cedric. Of course in Polish.
(Mean "Very small Cedar").
Bonus Bonanza:
RABAR-BAR
Thanks to Onirke, my mind has been broken with vegetable song, which promotes RABARBAR. (Rhubarb). *starts to sing*
*sigh*
Hugs and kisses to my beloved friends.
I love you!
Cheers
~E84
...I cannot find my missing piece.
Hello again.
I'm here, then I'm again gone. Probably at July I'll come back at deviantart, to clean up the mess in my inbox. Sorry for keeping you waiting, and asking you to wait a little more. Rarely though, I show up to leave a comment at friends works or fav something. And that's probably all I do within past 8 months at my gallery. The counter at message centre had hit magical 5,000 messages. Oh, I'm such lazy ass.
About studies- I'm fighting for a good notes, learning like never, and going crazy due to sleepless nights and poor health condition. But-how they say- If something doesn't kill me, it'll strengthen me. I have high hopes for homecoming in the next week. Even for a few days, to catch breath, and see with my dearly missed parents and friends (though, I'll have to prepare for an exam which will be on 27th, so perhaps it's not a good idea at all). Also- I hope there won't be September Campaign, because of failed programming (Fuck you, ADA).
From other things... Mixed feelings. I'm longing for some nice hug. There are days that I feel completely broken down, when I'm all alone in dorm. I'd like to say something out loud, something that keeps my heart in grasp and doesn't leave. Hurts like hell. Besides I'm not sure that if I tell "that" to a certain person would change anything (well, perhaps it'll change only into something worse and would make hurt even more). But I really need to do it. It walks way to long after me, I guess it's high time to pull myself together and start doing things the way they should be done.
Oh, many thanks for dear MihaChan. You probably don't know, but drawing and spending time with you keeps me moving on. I'm really grateful for that. I'm looking forward to see you someday. Also special thank you goes to friend from Uni, Kitabake for a great support and time spent on learning and doing some various stuff in free time. (You should hit me with that shovel of yours for real. Maybe it would help?)
And to my Zorza; Zoziu! I hope that everything will get better soon! I'm keeping crossed fingers for you to get good notes from exams and finally stop stressing about everything. There is always sun after the storm.
Also hope that miss Luna gets cool result from matura. Screw the maths! You'll get more than that 30%. I know that.
That's all for "speaking about nothing using lots of words".
Now serving: dessert.
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"Freedom for boobies"
A comic requested by friend for a FaceBook event. I thought I'd share it with you. The idea of a girl who runs into a castle to save poor titties was his idea, I only drew it.
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In black and white
My recent notice about drawings with E?
I draw her naked... Probably nice for a male viewers.
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Fighting with Vaanga
It started with a random doodle of a snakeish monster, and ended at E fighting with it. In some coming post I'll write a little more about her (Vaanga is a girl, lul).
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No, I didn't do that.
Drew in oC, before the session with Mihachan. Who knew, that E is capable of sharing such amount of love?
Nobody. Even I didn't knew.
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Demon Eclipse destroys files
An interesting thing occurred. I managed to draw E in her full, final demon form... And what happened? The file got corrupted (no shit, seriously). What is funnier- the picture with Vaanga (the one above) didn't got broken like this one, even though they were drawn in the same session. Odd thing happen to Flash when I try to recover this file or do anything. But only with this file. The rest is good. Pity, because the picture was one of those pictures I was content with. So, you have here a sample what destructive power has E in final form (lol).
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FurFurFurret Friendship
A Furret of Miha's, and a Demon of mine. A very unlike friendship. Anyway, I like those two together.
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One more soul to the call
A head- shot of Nameless Demon (which is not Nameless any more, because now has name Harsha, thanks for ze name goes to MihaChan~).
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BlenderRender madness
A project for CG exercises. Only a 4 shots, since I was lazy to make a file with all 10 renders. As for a first time with Blender... Can be. I had a lot of fun with making this room. (Don't ask why it is an underwater room.)
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UVmapping Fail
I'm that kind of person who needs to do/learn things by myself. Without checking any tutorials. I'm such beginner with blender, that it makes eyes bleed. But I;mana fix it.
One day.
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Right round
Total boredom. Found once a full animated set of moves that Xigbar does in KH, and after seeing how he spins one of his Sharpshooter, I HAD to do such thing. The credit for the animation goes to a person who ripped that out from a game. Thank you, whoever you are!
BONUS BONANZA:
Space core and Xigbar (small Portal 2 crossover)
This had to be done- Xigbar would totally rule Portal 2.
(Sorry for a poor quality, it was drawn on FlockDraw. I promise to make a better version of it.)
Thank you for coming and for your time
Cheers, till next update.
~E84
